sometimes it just suxs
no matter how hard you try

i lost another woman
another i believed in
i believed in us
but she gave up
i was tough, i was honest, i was decent, i was strong

but she went away
now all i have is saddnes and emptiness

it will pass with time
i must be happy for her
i just hope she is happy
and it is a good man
to give her all i could have not

work mode on ... corporate freak ... chasing my corporate career, i must be brave , i will

goodnight ::  [1]

"so why have I met her if she was not supposed be ment for me ?"

once again in my life I stood in the middle of the street looking as she drives away, as woman I managed to get to know, woman I value so much, woman I think of so often vanishes away from my life

isn't that ironic ? it is the third time in my young life and i have that impression that time loops

the third time I was so close to saying that magic word and the third time I met a woman that is not supposed to be ment for me

I am alone
again

but I do not regret
as this feeling is something that wakes up best in me, that gives me energy and hope and even when it hurts and it hurts every single time so far ... I don't regret

I don't, i never did

I am just very tired
tired of watching women of my life dissapearing from it
tired of being alone

I am trying to be a good man
and this is the price I must pay
and I do, for so long now

but i wont give up
not here not now and not this way ::  [5]

But I, being poor, have only my dreams ... Tread softly, because you tread on my dreams ...

vojevodina dreamin'

srbija, night, danube, novi sad, restaurant, live music, my people, my friends, my life

so far away from where it all began in my home town in big concrete communist district
i would never imagine where my young life can lead me to, and here i am, i have all i need and almost all i desire

this year was probably the most important in my life so far and every day i get closer till the end i start to realize it even more, i believe i still will, long time after this adventure is over

8 unknown people from all over eastern europe in one trainee program traveling the region, learning from the best, finding out about each other and themselves

this is how my corporate career starts, and this is the best start i could have ever imagined

and now each one of us will go his own way and use his chance, now it is all up to us

i have my chance i always dreamed of
soon i will be able to manage people and change the circumstances around, to bring value and improve people's lives, thats all i wanted

i know this is the life i have chosen to live and i must accept all the consequences , still i am scarred to loose you two my friends

we are such a good team and we know each other so well by now we must never forget who we were here and now no matter what future brings

natasa, vadim and adam the kinky trio forever
we all dream and think in different language and come from different part of the world but we just fit that is all that matters

t.b.c ::  [1]

bo widzisz zawsze zaczynam sie czuc tak jakos powaznie i staro w dzien moich urodzin...
na szczescie to mija po kilku dniach bo przeciez dawno temu postanowilem ze nie bede dorastal,
nie tak nie tu i nie teraz i w gruncie rzeczy czuje sie tak samo jakbym mial 16 lat, nikt nie wie wiec jestem bezpieczny

w erze facebook-a ciezko sprawdzic kto tak naprawde pamieta a kto nie, ale mile ze tak wiele osob sie odzywa

dostalem dzisiaj telefon z jednym zyczeniem
zapamietam na dlugo
"adamie nie zmieniaj sie"
mimo wszystko, mimo sobie bede o to walczyl

spedzilem ten wieczor bardzo bardzo daleko od domu w podrozy biznesowej, no wlasnie tylko gdzie jest ten dom

nie widzialem mojego pieknego poznania tak dlugo, ale czasami o nim snie, wieden to teraz moje miejsce na ziemi, tak na razie, wien wien nur du allein

nie jestem sam sa ze mna dobrzy ludzie , nasze drogi zlaczyly sie na ten rok i choc kazdy znas pojedzie na kontrakt w inne miejsce to mam nadzieje ze jednak cos w nas wszystkich zostanie, na zawsze

walcze dzielnie z rehabilitcja kostki, silownia, rower , chodze ile moge, nawet dzis udalo mi sie zwiedzic troche miasto (pod gore oczywiscie) bez kul, gorska dusza wziela swoje i zapomnialem o bolu

moje zdrowie
no i gor
wysokich , duzo i szybko
dobranoc ::  [4]